markus dunsford
male / 19 / homoromantic demisexual
markus is 5'4 with dark, swoopy hair. hes pale and has smooth-skin, his eyes are a de-saturated red*. he wears casual loose-fitting clothes, like t-shirts or tanktops with graphic designs or a solid gray. he wears dark vans w/o socks.
*can be changed upon request
markus is somewhere in between a high and low functioning sociopath - He's also somewhere in between a sociopath and psychopath. he's cold and quiet and generally less hot-headed. he's definitely not as smart and doesn't plan things out as well as high-functioning individuals do, but he doesn't result to violence as often. hes manipulative and relies on emotional abuse rather than psychical, as he's not as strong or tall or intimidating enough to psychically manipulate/abuse someone. He's not.. as good at manipulation as people like him are characterized, resulting in a lot of frustration. he's very self-destructive and unhealthy in romantic senses.
He's very weird and distant, though quickly becoming clingy and obsessive. he gives off a kind vibe, and acts very nice to people as a facade, but his personality quickly changes to destructive and obsessive once he finds someone.
in romantic relations, he typically does not feel love. what he feels is a manifestation of obsession or being dependent. there are scenarios where he does feel love, but they're rare and don't happen often. since he is in the middle of sociopathy and psychopathy, his sense of emotion is weak , same with his empathy. he has medication for this condition but literally does not take it, choosing to get worse. his self-destructive behavior and mixture of other mental disorders cause him to frankly, not care about himself.
though he doesn't care about his health, he still thinks of himself as better than everyone (except the person he's in love/obsessed with) and ends up going to extreme lengths for his partner while also hurting them. (his behavior towards his partner is characterized as normal manipulative and emotionally abusive behavior, just weaker and more unstable. the roughness to it and his instability makes it work, though. he uses the "I love you!" trick for most of his manipulation.)
under construction!
sorry !